本当のことに気づく為にはたくさんの勉強が必要だ。強靭な洞察力。そして最後には自分で判断しなければならない。その自分とは何か、そこから始まるのだ。どこまで遡ればいいのか。自分と世界が本当に見えるようになるには。空っぽだと思っていたのは錯覚ではなかった。全く空っぽだったのだ。自分がそこに居ない時、幻想とランデブーするのは易しい。ああ、こういう事にずっと昔に気づいていれば無駄な時間を過ごさずにすんだだろうに。大事なことはいつも見逃す近くにところにあったのだ。いや、まだ遅くはない。遠く、深く、広く、ある時は緻密に又ある時は緩く、一瞬一瞬が最大限の可能性を持つような生き方が出来れば、表現するものも本当に少しは近づくのかもしれない。 In order to grasp the real truth, one has to have resilient and piercing insights. In the end, it is only one person who can make the final decisions - self. What is self? This is the beginning of everything. Research. How far should I go back? To high school? To kindergarten? Or back to the womb? Or even before? How can I see the relationship between myself and the world? The vast hollowness was quietly screaming inside. When one is not really there, it is easy to rendez-vous with illusions. The most important thing was always in the nearest place to me only to be overlooked. Perhaps it's not too late. As far as possible, as deep as possible, as vast as possible, sometimes meticulously and precisely, and other times loosely and gradually, if I can live in the way every moment is open to maximum potential, then and only then what I express might approach a bit closer to what is real.